The story on Maui

Well, I usually start off my blog posts like this. Today I drove several different people, and I had a lot of fun driving for Uber. I had some conversations and I was happy.

I got back from Maui Hawaii a week or so ago…maybe two weeks ago. I had a lot of fun. I had Mai Thais and 🍺 beers and got to do a lot of entertaining things with family. Gosh, ya know, I would like to live my life like I am in those days in Maui most of the time – the going out to dinner, having cocktails and cigars, and just being around people, in that case family, but hopefully friends now. I actually mixed my first Mai Thais and I had a few and I really enjoyed myself. The cigar was delicious tasting and I was very happy I got to spend time with family. Right now I am having a 🍺 beer all by my lonesome 😔…and it is Saturday! Oh well, because college starts mid to end August so I got to be somewhat focused. But things got interesting with family on Maui.

Can you believe that…?? I have not told you, but maybe I will get there soon. I went to bed early one night but the people that were partying got LOUD and things turned into family drama…somewhat entertaining but really like whaaat. It does not matter because I am sure that whoever is reading this really is just a stranger to me so I will not get into detail, but one person says please leave and then confrontations turned into get the f out. But let me write about other fun things now instead.

I went snorkeling with my dad, with my second cousin, and with family. I saw a sea turtle swimming near me…btw, my second cousin spotted the sea 🐢 turtle. Oh, and a giant tortoise sea turtle would swim up to shore and crawl back to ocean and swim. I had pics of a bunch of the stuff on FB such as me my mom and my nephew on the beach and photos of my cousins and family smokin cigars and having drinks…great fun btw, but I just got a new phone and none of my photos were added to Gmail backup. Some of the photos are on FB though. But my family and I celebrated early my aunt’s birthday at Roy’s and let me tell you, the food was de-lish. The cocktails were great on other nights, the 🍺 beer was tasty and I really enjoyed Maui. I have to decide whether I am going to go to Oahu soon, probably not though.

Soooo, that is the story. I will just title this post, The story on Maui. Peace out

You dont want to meet God – or do you?

Trust me. I have searched all the way around the world to find GOD. I prayed to Allah, left the catholic church, and sometimes try to just only listen to a rabbi. I never really got into any other religions, however, although I never met GOD, His voice is pure power. You do not want to meet GOD – it could be death or so it seemed. I on the other hand would like to wrestle GOD jk but its impossible to wrestle GOD. Balam said that GOD is not man to be capricious. GOD is awesome and great, but His voice is power. GOD knows everything about me, or at least his ears can hear things about me. Can I ever hear GOD again? I hope not, but if I do, it will hopefully be a blessing and not a curse. GOD is surely amazing but the force that accompanies is one to be reckoned or maybe just not to be sought. GOD is great but maybe GOD comes into peoples lives at strange times which makes GOD a lot more intimidating. Can I hear GOD again? Maybe, maybe never again, but GOD has a voice of power. GOD is mighty.

Daily Dictionary Word – Schlimazel, the Story of an unlucky man from the Bible

Schlimazel

A consistently unlucky or accident-prone person.

Well, right now I would like to write about Jacob or Ya’akov from the Bible. He was a schlimazel because he was so unlucky and accident prone. He was a descendant of Abraham from the Bible. I say that he was a schlimazel because he wrestled with an angel that made a bargain to attain Canaan – in other words, the angel gave him the land of Canaan. Canaan meanwhile was ridden with giants, n’filim, Rephaim, etc. Then his brother Esav was on his way toward Jacob but Esav luckily was nice to Jacob. Plus, Jacob dreamt that G-d was in the land. Finally, Jacobs son was taken captive in Egypt and then of course the history of the Israelites where the Israelites were in slavery in Egypt for like 200 years. If anyone was a schlimazel then it was Jacob in the Bible.

Jacob was consistently unlucky up until later times.

The Spirit at Walgreens

Disappear

Cease to be visible

To get started, I am going to write about something that ceased to be visible. I also find it frightening that coded political language uses the term disappear to describe someone or something that has been killed. The other day, maybe a week or two ago, I got a shot of some psychiatric medication. The initial side effect is can usually be described as akathisia which is agitation and restlessness. Well the agitation was really bad when I got the shot and it lasted maybe a day or so. The psychiatrist that I talk to says she can prescribe more medication to curb the akathisia – great, more medication.

Anyway, I had bad agitation and restlessness. I usually drive people with Uber to make money, but this time I went to the Walgreens to pick up a prescription. I was agitated and had a lot of foreign thoughts in which I knew that I was capable of a lot. I stuck my hands behind my back to ease the agitation and I grabbed my right wrist that was resting on my back hip. The medication was working a lot in my brain probably while my brain was trying to release extra amounts of dopamine or release whatever the medication was trying to block. It was not like I was going to hurt anyone, Oh no, but I had to try to remain as chill as possible.

At the Walgreens pharmacy, the staff was under a lot of pressure from customers who needed their prescriptions filled. One staff member kept calling IC3 to the pharmacy which is the call that Walgreens makes in order to get more staff to the pharmacy. Another staff member, I overheard, was on a break. The pharmacist was an Asian man that was being called to give consultations and seemed a bit nervous about me. He consulted at the drive through window and gave a little whelp that said woah as if a spirit or ghost walked up to him and chilled his body.

Finally, I got called to the front of the pharmacy to fill my prescription. It was as if the mental challenge of the initial psychiatric shot that I had that day disappeared and I just let the pharmacist technician what medication I needed. She told me that it would be filled by 6:30pm so I drove to Safeway and waited. I called my dad and he said that I could pick up the prescription the next day, so I drove home. Everything was chill and cool. The initial mental challenge of side effects from the shot wore off and I had dinner and it was a regular night and then I posted a video of a rogue balloon just floating in a walgreens.

via Daily Prompt: Disappear

The Ghost at Walgreens

via Daily Prompt: Disappear

Disappear

Cease to be visible

To get started, I am going to write about something that ceased to be visible. I also find it frightening that coded political language uses the term disappear to describe someone or something that has been killed. The other day, maybe a week or two ago, I got a shot of some psychiatric medication. The initial side effect is can usually be described as akathisia which is agitation and restlessness. Well the agitation was really bad when I got the shot and it lasted maybe a day or so. The psychiatrist that I talk to says she can prescribe more medication to curb the akathisia – great, more medication.

Anyway, I had bad agitation and restlessness. I usually drive people with Uber to make money, but this time I went to the Walgreens to pick up a prescription. I was agitated and had a lot of foreign thoughts in which I knew that I was capable of a lot. I stuck my hands behind my back to ease the agitation and I grabbed my right wrist that was resting on my back hip. The medication was working a lot in my brain probably while my brain was trying to release extra amounts of dopamine or release whatever the medication was trying to block. It was not like I was going to hurt anyone, Oh no, but I had to try to remain as chill as possible.

At the Walgreens pharmacy, the staff was under a lot of pressure from customers who needed their prescriptions filled. One staff member kept calling IC3 to the pharmacy which is the call that Walgreens makes in order to get more staff to the pharmacy. Another staff member, I overheard, was on a break. The pharmacist was an Asian (spy – no just kidding) that was being called to give consultations and seemed a bit nervous about me. He consulted at the drive through window and gave a little whelp that said woah as if a spirit or ghost walked up to him and chilled his body.

Finally, I got called to the front of the pharmacy to fill my prescription. It was as if the mental challenge of the initial psychiatric shot that I had that day disappeared and I just let the pharmacist technician what medication I needed. She told me that it would be filled by 6:30pm so I drove to Safeway and waited. I called my dad and he said that I could pick up the prescription the next day, so I drove home. Everything was chill and cool. The initial mental challenge of side effects from the shot wore off and I had dinner and it was a regular night and then I posted a video of a rogue balloon just floating in a walgreens.

In the Garden of GOD – Adorned in Jewels

via Daily Prompt: Narcissism

Narcissism

excessive or erotic interest in oneself and one’s physical appearance

I secretly [secrets out] have an obsession with wanting to have diamonds and other jewels to flaunt. I have this obsession because of a bible verse where one of the bad guys was talked about as flaunting emeralds and other jewels and was adorned. The bad guy eventually fell hard though I think. But for me, I think that it would be nice to let the narcissism out and be able to be adorned in jewels because of the bible verse. I also have that secret obsession because the bad guy that was adorned in jewels and emeralds walked in the garden of eden which I think back in ancient days would have been cool. Actually I just found the bible verse which is from Ezekiel as follows:

“Moreover, the word of the Lord came to me: “Son of man, raise a lamentation over the king of Tyre, and say to him, Thus says the Lord God: “You were the signet of perfection, full of wisdom and perfect in beauty. You were in Eden, the garden of God; every precious stone was your covering, sardius, topaz, and diamond, beryl, onyx, and jasper, sapphire, emerald, and carbuncle; and crafted in gold were your settings and your engravings. On the day that you were created they were prepared. You were an anointed guardian cherub. I placed you; you were on the holy mountain of God; in the midst of the stones of fire you walked. You were blameless in your ways from the day you were created, till unrighteousness was found in you”

To the Heights of the Heavens

To the Heights of the Heavens

Striving for great heights

Well, I had a deep yearning to reach the heights of heaven and do what I want. Of course there are always limitations so I cannot just do what I want. YouTube had some videos for why the earth is actually flat and not like a globe. Then, YouTube also had some people explaining different trees in some esoteric meaning that the trees were symbolic of Biblical references. There was also the note that the Tree of Life was in the center of the earth and that trees have so much awesomeness. I never finished what I was watching on YouTube because I did not want to analyze the YouTube videos and the discussion at the moment last night.

I had the deep yearning to reach the heights of heaven and find all that is hidden throughout. Of course, I can only stay within California and I do not have the means to find out every hidden detail throughout. I posted a questionnaire on Twitter last night asking people what tree they would compare with or relate with the most but I deleted the tweet because it probably would have gotten 0 responses and it would not allow me to post my response. I do not know every tree in the earth so it is really disappointing not knowing what tree might be significant or not. If there were a stout tree then I would say I most relate to that one because it is sturdy and has strong roots established in the ground but still striving to reach the heavens as it stands and grows toward heaven. I want to say I relate to a redwood because a redwood is the tallest tree right now that’s height reaches into heaven. And I live in California and redwoods grow in California.

It amazes me how most living things strive to reach the heights of heaven. Water is rushing in the creek near where I am staying at the moment. I realize that water even has the process of trying to reach the heavens when it evaporates but then it gets recycled and rains down back to the earth. Trees grow and always reach toward the heavens. I guess animals are kind of like people in the way that people have a mind and do what people do as animals do what animals do. Rockets carrying people even strive to reach the heavens and get far enough as the Moon [hoax] or send robots to Mars. I am trying to think of more creatures or living things that try to reach the heavens. It seems strange because it does not seem as though creatures of the deep really strive to reach the heavens – except for creatures like a dolphin that always comes to the surface of the water or a whale that surfaces. Birds can only get so high toward the heavens.

It seems that I had the yearning to reach the heights of the heavens and to find all that is hidden and that other living beings strive for this as well.